It’s funny how when I was younger I used to be this kid that would want to hang with everyone, in my head everyone was my friend. I remember one of my teachers Mrs X (of course that’s not her real name guys lol) well she used to call me transport and communications minister because she’d always see me up and about talking with people 😥 . Hah! I still loved that woman though, she’d call me and tell me how I always seem to make friends with every new kid (not my fault people, seriously I used to wonder how myself). I played sport too and I was kind of a giddy child (if that makes any sense) so socially I was out there. I remember there was this particular kid in my class who wouldn’t talk to anyone except two other boys, I don’t know if it was timidity or pride really but I know we never spoke once till graduation, after which he messaged me on social media, yup! shocked the hell out of me, I checked his profile a couple times maybe it was someone who looked like him and had the same name as him you know lol but I gotta say right now the dude is more social than I am so I guess growing up does change people and while he became more social I on the other hand became anti social.
I started to prefer hanging out in my room and reading a book or watching a movie to hanging out with people outside home. Social media got boring, heck there was this one time I disappeared off all my social media, I just wasn’t feeling it anymore. Making friends was so awkward, I wouldn’t talk to you if you didn’t talk to me which made people think I was a snub when really I was just minding my own business. A few people have told me that the first time they saw me they were under the impression that I was snub-ish and I just go like 😐 dude how????? Somebody cannot mind their business again without being a snub? Like how do you just go about drawing conclusions about people that way? Time is valuable people you don’t just go about giving your time to people, time lost can’t ever be recovered. Anyways my circle grew smaller and smaller, I got off certain social media, I couldn’t keep up with some people. During college days I wouldn’t attend parties, I just didn’t fancy crowded places which probably has more to do with the fact that I was more of the shy reserved girl (sometimes) 🙂 . People got mad when I said I didn’t want to hang out at a certain place and people would call me boring but all that really doesn’t matter does it? Anti-social or not what matters is being a good person and having a good heart. ARE YOU A GOOD PERSON? Don’t judge other people and make them feel like crap just because they don’t belong to the same social circle as you. Who are you to judge me even? *drops pen even though i’m typing on my computer* whatever :* *I also rolled my eyes somewhere there* 😀